Schizophrenic reasoning
there were voices in my head last night
so many I could barely number
some audible distracting paranoia
it isn't worth dying over
yet still I'm still
well sort of more or less Parkinson's
has been induced by medication
and once again the similar ones
the ones that is people
I feel most connected with are gone
as if they too were a grand illusion
perhaps they are one of the voices in my head
oh so many voices
oh so you to little time to speak at all
oh so little time to speak the heart's content
off to another depression
another yearning for God
maybe this time Christ will answer
maybe this time the lien on reason will be removed
come and take my blood Lord
like the nurses
and I'll be okay
stuck but okay
my dearest reason.
